I will go on living. The long days and nights that have passed, since I long for them so much like this, somehow I have no self-assurance.     Yet as long as I go on living, since after all to persevere is my nature, so it is I feel myself to be a pitiable thing.     When I think about it, since after all I will persevere, sometimes I long for the old days, then somehow I will get along.     When I consider, it’s easy. In the end it’s a question of will. I must muddle through. As long as I do that, it’s all right,

Nakahara Chuuya, “Innocent Song”